n i n e t e e n

an in-between number. too old, yet too young. too wise, yet still too naive. is expected from, yet is not expected to be heard from. the last year of a child, even though most have already grown too much and too fast before this year had greeted them. tragedy has hit, and so has happiness. love has been lost, and for most, never even found. so much has been done, or nothing at all.

the prospect of nineteen makes me sleepy, and all i want to do is lay down and bathe in the sun, with its warmth on the backs of my eyelids. recall my childhood, and dream of my future. i wonder what will happen. all i am sure of at this very moment is that i will be waiting with my arms open and a soft hello on my lips.

nineteen, please be good to me.

 

well, stay a while.

(photo taken by me)

g r e e n

my favorite color is green. the green one finds deep in the forest that only reflects the dirt underneath, and only illuminated slightly by the small specks of silvery light that shine through the leaves above from the towering trees. this shade of green fills the air better than any other shade would. its resonant smell is captivating, and promises to never fade away. its sound rustles through the silent air as it harmonizes with the sparse light. the color is strong, and ever present. i cannot think of any color that is more fulfilling. i would like for myself to only reflect this color.

i was surprised to find this green tucked inside of a greenhouse. it goes to show that no matter where it is, it always finds a way to exhibit its verdant tenor. by the way, i have not written in a while, but i hope you enjoy (and possibly relate to) my ever-growing appreciation for green.

well, stay a while.

(photo taken by me)

p e n s i v e

to anyone that has stumbled upon this lonely url, hi! i have been thinking about what to post here, and i have compiled a short list of what you can expect for the near future.

  1. photographs taken by me
  2. entries about my day/thoughts i have
  3. writing/poetry
  4. quotes/works from others that make me smile
  5. music that will make you sleepy and/or happy
  6. blurbs about coffee, books, and my smol fashion picks 
  7. maybe more??

i hope that you will enjoy these things like i do. 

well, stay a while.